Chemo cocktail #6 hit me like a ton of bricks, and I pretty much had to go straight to bed when I got back from the hospital yesterday. I am told the later chemo sessions are the worst. The weird (but now familiar) side effects are back: extreme sensitivity to cold, cramping in legs, feet and hands, soreness in mouth and jaw, burning when I pee out the caustic cocktail (courtesy of prior pelvic radiation), and lack of appetite (only weird because I usually have a great Italian appetite)! Now I am up early from the dose of steroid they give me with the oxaliplatin. No way am I falling back asleep with this stuff coursing through my veins. I guess this is becoming my regular blogging hour.
My blood tests yesterday show dropping RBCs and low hematocrit, which I think is causing the tiredness. But my WBCs are staying high enough that I don't have to worry too much about germs, or needing an infusion. I saw my radiation oncologist this week and she said that I probably have "good bone marrow", meaning my blood is better able to respond to the onslaught of chemo. My hair continues to fall out, but I still have more than 50% of it. Glad I chopped it - the thinning would be much more noticeable had I left it long.
The last 2 weeks have been busy with work and fitting in as many summertime activities as I have energy for. Finally got my big EPA grant and budget pulled together and we plan to upload it next Monday. Huge sigh of relief once that is done! I do enjoy getting out and usually feel better afterwards. Living a life as close to my normal one makes me feel more optimistic and more like the "real" me. This seems important to my physical and mental health right now.
Thanks to friends who have accompanied me at the hospital and on walks, meals, and movies! Thanks to those of you still checking in during this long, drawn out ordeal! It seems like forever since I started chemo and radiation the end of 2016. But I am seeing a light at the end of this tunnel and am feeling pretty optimistic right now.
Love you all ❤️
Jane, thank you for keeping these blogs going even when the ton of bricks is right on top of you. You're getting nearer the finish line and your companions--all of us friends and family!-- are by your side, right here by your side.
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Its nice to connect with you during the blogs and to know you are feeling pretty optimistic. Given that your baseline activity level is way higher than most, it's ok to be doing just what your body is comfortable with right now! Great work on EPA grant - thats wonderful! Summertime is a good time to take in the light and colors and keep kicking the hell out of option B. (Great book, thanks for the recommendation!)
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